Hi! So it's been a while - sorry about that! Living here has been harder than I anticipated in a lot of different ways. I've passed the two months mark, and in fact only have about 4 weeks left! The time has gone so quickly but not all of it has been great... "it was the best of times, it was the worst of times" seems appropriate in some ways (bonus points to those that got the reference!). Where to begin?
Well lets start with the workload shall we? I'm technically studying at a teaching college (National Institute of Education - think of it as a faculty within Nanyang University) however I'm only studying the humanities courses, not the actual pedagogy courses. Despite the unequal credit transfer (I'm studying 5 subjects here, to only gain the equivalent of 3 courses at home), I'm enjoying most of my classes particularly the history courses. Most of the lecturers are nice and helpful, there's just one that I can't stand - mainly because he repeats himself 50 million times during the lecture but can't specify what he expects to see in a presentation! His lectures feel like such a waste of time - with the material he covers, it could be 20 minutes long (if he didn't repeat himself) rather than two hours! I could spend that time doing the minimum of SIX readings he want us to do every week. On the other hand, I had an extended lecture today because our professor had to cancel the tute on friday. He felt bad that we always run out in the break to get food so he brought tea and fruit! He also brought us chocolate in February because we had class on Valentine's Day. Aww :') Either way, I don't find the material very challenging - everyone's method seems to be to read, memorise and spit it all back out onto the paper in the exam. Although I could be being too harsh - I am at a teaching uni after all so maybe they don't need in depth content for the classes they'll have to teach. Despite this, I think I might struggle to remember all the historical figures, especially since most of the names are frustratingly long and difficult!
Groupwork. The bane of most uni students' existence. I've had four group presentations this semester as well as another presentation which I did on my own. Everyone seems to assume that exchange students won't do any work anyway so I'm not really given the opportunity to contribute - their loss! I had to go to the National Library for one of my presentations and honestly, it was like trying to get into Fort Knox!! The first afternoon I went, I travelled forty/forty minutes to get to this library only to discover that the floor that had my book was under construction. So I had to make a request for the book to be brought down. Apparently this is such an onerous task that it takes a day ... sigh. Before I could even go into the library to make the request, I had my bag searched by security who said that I had to throw out my muesli bar and grapes before entering the library. Really?? I know that the government is keen on keeping Singapore clean but I honestly don't see the need to throw food out like that. It also annoyed me because I was planning on eating it once I'd finished at the library!! Ugh. Uni work requires so much extra effort here - rather than brainpower, everything is just more time consuming. I'm glad I don't have to work here as well, as I think it would be hard to stay on top of everything then.
While I'm technically living in a double room, I haven't seen my room mate at all - nothing on her side has moved yet she takes up half the room with her stuff. Although I think this might be a blessing in disguise - I'm not the easiest person to live with in a house, let alone sharing a room! I think my weird sleeping patterns alone might have been enough to drive her crazy. Thankfully though, she left me a fridge which has helped a lot! Half of the stuff in there is mine, and half is a friends who wasn't lucky enough to have a fridge. I can't wait to have long hot showers again as the shower I share with my neighbours tends to run out of hot water after a couple of minutes - rude considering how long it can take me to wash my hair! I had to battle for space on the ledge to put my stuff at first but I've got some space now. However it concerns me slightly that I've gone through an entire bottle of handsoap, and yet the level of the other sink's handsoap hasn't diminished at all - do they not wash their hands?? I don't even want to think about it to be honest, but I can't help but notice these things!
With a heavier workload than expected and strict attendance requirements, I haven't done as much travelling as I would've liked (although my bank account might thank me for that!). I have a separate post coming on the weekend I spent in Kuala Lumpar (here's a sneak peek: it wasn't my favourite place!) and I'll be spending a few days over Easter in Krabi. I tried to organise a trip to Japan after the semester ended but people kept flaking out on me. So I decided to make that trip another time as I have a few friends back home that might be interested in going. Despite not travelling to as many places as I would've liked, I'm happy that I've explored Singapore. I think its a much more interesting place than people seem to think. Some exchange students have basically treated it as a place to dump their bags while they go to other more 'interesting' countries. I don't think that's right - at least explore your host country! But maybe most people would disagree. Mum and dad came to visit over recess week and it was great to see them. I think they enjoyed their time in singapore :)
When I first came here, I knew that it would be difficult and that I would have to learn a lot of new systems and cope with a different environment. After spending a year preparing for this exchange however, some of the issues I've had, I didn't expect to face and they made life..quite hard at some points. About two or three weeks into the exchange I had this week where I was short tempered, overly emotional and irritable, snapping at the people around me (sorry Saloni!). I'm going to call that cultural adjustment and move on. However, because NIE (think of it as a faculty) and NTU (the uni as a whole) don't seem to integrate well, it was so difficult meeting other exchange students. I barely spoke to anyone for a week until I was lucky enough to see a group of them at the canteen one night, and just had to go up to them. Fortune favours the bold right? So I started searching out NTU run events but then I would have issues registering which meant that I always had problems at the door.While there are always things going on at the uni, being separated in NIE makes it difficult to not only meet other exchange students but also maintain a friendship. On the plus side though, I seem to have made more local friends which is great.
While some things have being going well, there have been instances when I've felt like giving up.Credit transfers have been a big problem, particularly as this is my last year so I need to make sure that I can graduate on time. Of course, I never make things easy on myself as last year I decided to major in two courses (Political Economy and Government and International Relations) which means that I'm quite restricted in which courses I can take, as well as how many I need to be able to get credit for. I left emailing my home uni later than I should've to inform them of the new courses I was taking, and that meant that when things went wrong, they went wrong in a big way. When I first arrived, the staff at NIE had enrolled me in eight courses! I wondered if they were crazy but it turns out that its pretty normal to study that much here. I cut it down to four and was pretty pleased, thinking that credit would transfer equally according to one of the forms I'd filled out earlier and I wouldn't be under too much pressure while I was here. However when the coordinators got back to me, I was reminded of the unequal credit value and it pretty much fell apart. I woke up, checked my emails and basically freaked out. If I couldn't get enough credits, my exchange might not have added anything towards my majors at all. I basically ran out of my room to go and beg the NIE advisor to let me into more classes. At this point, we were in the fourth week of the semester, and I knew it would be difficult to be let into any other courses. The advisor said that she would try if I emailed her some courses but that I should see if I could overload myself next semester instead. I went back to my room and basically lost it. Here I am, potentially stuffing up a well planned degree, my host uni is not being that helpful and my home uni isn't replying to my emails. Yeah, I might've cried a bit... or a lot. Thank god for facebook (never thought I'd be saying that) .. Mum came online and helped to sort me out, as mum's do. A few days later I was admitted to an extra course, which meant that I was meeting the basic requirements of my uni and I would get credit for 3 subjects, rather than none. On reflection, I shouldn't have tried to do PE here, but to focus on my GOVT/IR electives. Of course, it would've been helpful for someone at my uni to advise me of this before I came. Then I had to catch up on the time I missed! I would join the only class where there's over 100 pages of readings every week .. that's how my luck goes!!
Despite a more difficult exchange, I've enjoyed this experience so much. I pushed myself so far out of my comfort zone and I'm not only surviving, but actually doing really well! I'm quickly running out of time though as 4 months goes past so quickly! I've had to make a list of all the things I'd like to do before I leave Singapore and I hope that I can get through them all and share my experiences with you!
- Zoo (since I started writing this post, I've ticked this off my list! Post coming ASAP)
- River Safari
- Cafe hop at Tiong Bahru
- Asian Civilisations Museum or the National Museum
- Universal Studios (again!)
- Marina Bay Gardens
- Marina Bay Sands Skypark at sunset
- Hajj Lane/Kampong Glam
- Raffles Hotel/Raffles landing point
- Labrador Nature Reserve
- Buddha Tooth Relic Temple and Museum (Chinatown)
- Go for brunch at a nice cafe
If you've made it to the end of this massive post, then thanks for reading. I know I've been away for a while but with all of the drama, it took too much mental energy to try and write it down for everyone to read. I thought it would be difficult in the beginning but I didn't expect for this exchange to continue to push me, and challenge me the entire way through the semester. For some reason I thought it would get easier as I went on, but it just goes up and down, a bit like life I guess. I'm going to make a more concerted effort to catch up and then stay on top of my posts so if you've stuck with me this far, hopefully you'll enjoy reading about my adventures towards the end :) If anyone's interested, I'll be back in Sydney on the 9th May xo